Okay my g/f in i broke up almost 2 weeks ago and its not easy. I was her first lesbian relaionship and she is 21 and im 26. She works at a bar and i was constantly up there, because i was out of work at the time and very stressed with job hunting and so forth. We began to drank a bit and there were some nights that we argued and i feel bad for how i acted or at least she is making me feel bad. My question is how do i not feel so guilty, it takes 2 in a relationship. And how do i stay strong i miss her so much, and i know we had something there its just i think we meet at a hard time for both of us. I want her back and she tells me to give her space and let her do somethings for herself and wants to be friends and for me to be in her life.. Its the hardest thing to let go....I dont want to.
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