I'm nee to this but I'm in need to hear what others have to say. I've been in a relationship with my girlfriend for three years now, we started as highschool friends I was actually the one she came out to me but now we just been going threw so many different things, she just thinks I'm never going to go anywhere& she can do what she wants when I do EVERYTHING for her. I bend over backwards more then anyone& she keeps hurting me, I do believe that she loves me but also that we're young we're only 22 but age to me doesn't give you the right to cheat on someone. Recently she was having problems with this other buch female because in her words the girl thought she was messing with her girlfriend, she told me she had no sex with this girl that she doesn't even like her& I decided to believe her even when others we're telling me other wise. When the fist fights& drama didn't stop with this female her family decided to send her away to tennessee, she spent a month out there& I thought that time away brought us closer. She would cry to me everytime we skyped or talked on the phone tell me she's changed& she sees alot different now, so when she came home after a month we moved in together. but three days ago we got a little drunk& I went threw her phone in her twitter messages& what do I find.... her talkn to this girls girlfriend!& when I confronted her about it she just started begging me not to leave her telling me it was nothing she was lonely& all she did was let her give her head outside (can't believe I'm saying all this) but I told her no I'm not forgiving her I think we should just be friends because everytime I do she does the same thing& if its not her it'll be someone else kuz she'll never change, but I still let her sleep there that night next to me I still let her kiss me like nothing happen& the next morning we got into a fight about it again& she kind of turned the tables& I found myself wanting her to stay& she's now the one saying she wants to be friends until she gets her stuff together kuz she wants to be able to do right by me, be able to pay bills like me, have her life together but I'm feeling like its a cop out.... smh I woke up this morning txtn her telling her I never want to see or talk to her again but before the night was over I was, I'm confused but I'm not I'm just really scared to loose her I don't want to loose her but I want to put my foot down I don't want her to think that she can keep taking me for granted& I'll always be here. I want to be serious about taking a step back from her& if she really loves me make her make a real effort put in real work to get me back because I want real love that doesn't hurt..... whats your thoughts?
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