well, she moved her stuff out, guess reality is kicking in. I know most of you have read my journal entries and responded to my advice. I know this relationship wasnt right she was a control freak, down my parenting skills, had to be involved with every discussion, pain pills, drinking and we always faught. i coulnt be me with her. but i really miss her, i need the strenght to make it thru another couple of days, if i can just make it a coupld more days i know things would be better. i cant figure out why it hurts this bad, i'm the one that wanted it to end, i couldnt take it anymore but now that its done it hurts.... all i can do is cry and try my best not to call, e-mail or text her. i'm so use to e-mailing her everyday all day. i would send her a poem every day, i wonder if she's going to miss it and all of the attention that i gave her, my world revolved around making her feel wanted.
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