This is kind of hard...and I feel because of my job like I should have all the answers. I was raped...and since then I havn't had a physical relationship with anyone. I use to be with the most compassionate man...he would hold me and comfort me when needed....which wasn't all that often...I have strong shoulders and I always acted like nothing ever bothered me. We are just talking really right now. Sometimes I wonder if I could get into a relationship with a women....I just want to human touch...I have never been atracted to women...other than wishing I had her hair or body....that type of stuff. But sometimes I imagine being hugged or laying next to a women...and feeling safe...content. I don't know...maybe I'm so scared of men...I really don't know. I can still break my neck...when a nice guy walks by. If you have any insight...please let me know thanks.
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