I know This women Lisa, She stops by my job ( Dunkin) EveryNight, We've talked about very personal things to each other. She stops in tells me shes been thinking about me, She called me a few times 2 say hey. I would think , sweet the chicks into you. The thing is shes alot older then me and married, although from what shes told me its a very unhappy, unfulfilling marriage. She swears that shes not into women. But she knows I like her. Continues to be very open with me, and most recently she just invited me to a party, Says you should came I'll but you a drink, you could me my friends. I didn't go. Mostly because I can't stop thinking about her and have developed real feelings for her. And If this is just an ego trip thing for her, Just a game, I want no part. What do I do?
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