ok long story, i met this girl while i woz at college, one night after a lot to drink, we ended up kissing and the rest, i was seeing her for 4 years, it was always abit up and down i have trouble showing emotions and suffer from borderline personality disorder so can be a bit difficult at times, she would always complain i dont pay her any attention etc, then we moved in a house together, we was in a relationship but nothing ever happened, we decided to get a jointed bank account, she would always be spending and we would bounce bills cause of it,id had enuff, then one day i said i didnt want to be with her anymore, she accepted this and we continue to live in the same house together, although she did try it on abit after, but hasnt recently, ses always taking about this bloke at work, which does make me jealous, and i think when we where together i had a difficult time with the fact that sexually i cant do what a man can and she would leave me a some point because of that, she still the same with money just doesnt think, she gets up late, then gets a taxi to work which costa a fortune, then it 20 here and 20 there and i do tell but she just keeps saying i know, anyway recently a want to be with her again? dont really know if she is even interested, or how to go about it if she is, if i sit down and tell her she will tell that she has heard this all before and why would this time be any different, just dont know what to do#?
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