I wanted to thank you all for your support in this group. However, it is clear to me that the relationship that I had with T has ended. If not because that was always her intent then because I really can't afford the emotional turmoil that I am going through on a daily basis It's a conscious decision to move on on my part and I need to be resolved to do it and not wait in limbo while she weighs the best option - me or her ex, or hope that there is some small possibility that we can get back together. I think that it is for the best for both of us to just move on. Again, thanks to all of you that have been so generous with your words of support and encouragement and I wish all the best to everyone.
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