Im 28, been married 6 months, have a brand new daughter. My whole relationship with my wife seems to always have a rough patch. I started out so confident and in control. I had commitment issues cause I tihnk I didnt think good would come to me or I deserved it. I have changed ALOT since then and now it seems Im so focused on making her happy and doing what she wants as far as being a person. Yet, I seem to always be screwing up. Im always apologizing, Im always asking for forgivness. To her it seem so easy. She acts if I left she wouldnt care. As if our marriage means little to her. I dont think its just with her I tihnk this is my whole life now. Its like I never make anyone happy. People act as if Im so incapable of doing anything without screwing up. I just want to be happy. I dont want to give up on my marriage but its like for every 2 steps forward theres 5 back. Its like an endless cycle and I can see the patience wearing thin in my wife. I dont know what to do about anything for the first time in my life and Im so lost. Sometimes I wonder what my purpose is. I have no clue what to do and its like im at the end of my road.
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