LIKE MANY OF THE PEOPLE BEFORE I'M A NEWBIE AS WELL...YES I'M RECOVERING FROM LOW-LOW SELF ESTEEM AFTER COMING OUT OF AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP...I'M ALSO A CHILD OF DYSFUNCTION, PHYSICAL, EMOTIONAL AND VERBAL ABUSE...MY SISTER AND I SURVIVED THE MANY CRUELTIES OF OUR LIFE ONLY IN THE SENSE THAT WE ARE ALIVE (BREATHING)...WHICH HAS EFFECTED MY LIFE ENTIRELY AFTER THAT...I'M SUCCESSFUL IN THE EYES OF SOCIETY...BUT I'M A TOTAL WRITE INSIDE...ME...I'M A RECOVERING ADDICT OF HEROIN, COCAINE, SPEED, NICOTINE AND IN THE PROCESS OF CLEANING UP FROM MY 17 YEARS OF SELF HARMING...CUTTING...I HAVE ONE WEEK OF CLEAN TIME AND STILL WORKING ON IT...EVERYDAY...BUT I'M DEAD INSIDE...I HATE MYSELF...
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