I need help. I steal from my roomates, not money, but clothing or shoes or accessories. I dont know why I dont just borrow what I like and give it back, knowing I would be able to borrow these things again any time I asked, instead I just hide them in my room as if they are then my thing, not my roomates. I dont understand what causes me to do this and why I risk my friendships for this. I did eventually get caught redhanded by the people I live with and now they do not trust me at all(with reason). The worst part is I dont want anyone else to know (my parents, boyfriend, other friends) about my problem so I have no one to talk to about it. Im basically living at my boyfriends place because I am too embarrassed/uncomfortable to be at my house. Finally, my roomates are still blamming me for things that are missing that I do not have, I have returned or replaced what I took, but they refuse to believe or forgive me. I just wnat my life to return to normal, without my impulse to take things that are not mine. Please give me some suggestions to overcome my urges.
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