Ive made a big mistake and finally given in to temptation by going through his collection of dvds, to see which ones have nudity in them and then asking him, would he mind not watching them alone, as i wont know if he's not looking at the nude bits. I'd been thinking about it for weeks ever since he watched 1 with our son, I immediately looked it up, and it was after that i started thinking about the others he's got. Now i feel like crap and ashamed cos this jealousy just seems to be spiriling out of all control, and reaching levels i didnt know were possible. How far will i go? Do you know how far you will go?
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