Is a counselor supposed to help you believe that lusting another woman is okay and normal and you should be okay with it? Is a counselor supposed to help your brain think that tv should be allowed to show sexuality as a part of the everyday world? Is a counselor supposed to help you accept that sex sells and our partners can look at other woman as sexual beings? HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO CHANGE MY THINKING ON SOMETHING I KNOW IS WRONG??? AND MAKES ME WANT TO KILL MYSELF????? YOU KNOW.... MY HUSBAND IS CURRENTLY NOT WITH ME AND PLANS TO LEAVE ME.... BECAUSE OF THESE ISSUES I HAVE AND NOT WANTING TO GO GET HELP.... What help can I get huh?? I am supposed to accept the way this FUCKIN world is?????? I think the world is better with out me. And I wonder... does my husband enjoy not being with me???? I mean he can watch what ever he wants without someone nagging..... he can go places without nagging.... do you think he misses me more or if he was with me he misses the tv and movies and going out in public more... without nagging???????? Sorry for the rant but I can't be alone. I need to do something FAST
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