Hey everyone, this is my first night here and I have been in denial for a long time, but after hitting rock bottom, I realize that I am in fact, Jealous, Insecure, Needy, and often feel sad for no reason, as well as deal with bouts of anger. Usually these emotions are uncontrolable, because even though I know it's wrong, its like I cant stop myself. Also, my finacee of 4 years has been so incredibly supportive of me through anything and everything I do, and he has put up with a lot. He respects me, loves me, and treats me great..and I have not returned this. I have not supported his efforts to better himself, and I have wound up making him feel as though he has to walk on egg shells in his own home. I find myself being short with my kids, and just over all not feeling good about myself at all. I recently decided to go back to school, and while this does help to keep me busy, I still struggle. I am ready to change this, and I need help. My finacee, because of his love,has decided to give me the chance to improve things, but its a last chance. So I am here in hopes of getting some feedback on how I can go about this.
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