I find that every time my boyfriends phone rings or gets a text i straight away think it's a girl (even if it's just a girl - friend i still get mad) or if he's a little bit late getting home from work my mind runs wild with things he could be doing. Today he asked me if he had his computer before we started seeing each other and the first thought that entered my mind was "he's asking that because he must have photo's on there somewhere of him with girls and is wondering if they were before me or DURING!" ..... he was actually asking because he was wondering when his anti virus runs out, I felt like a complete TOOL!!! does anyone else have these crazy intrusive thoughts? Man i tell ya, I suffer from anxiety and hypochondria, but Jealousy is the emotion that makes me feel the weakest and most ridicluous.
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