The accusations and comments during every tv show, commercial, movies and out in public has gotten to the point where he can't take it. It just does not stop. I can't just stop feeling the way I feel and I don't know how I can keep it to myself without going off the deep end. I mean imagine.. EVERY DAY... almost ALL DAY there is ALWAYS something that upsets me a lot and I make rude comments and accusations towards him. Can someone live like that? Verbal and emotional attacks all the time? Eventually they are going to snap and attack you back... which mine already has. He tells me.. NOT ANOTHER WORD TO ME ABOUT THIS BORDERLINE JEALOUSY SHIT... OR OUR RELATIONSHIP WILL GET A LOT WORSE AND END. So anyway... when I'm sitting there and something comes on... what do I do? Shut my mouth and do what?? I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING TO DEAL WITH WHAT I'M FEELING.
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