for almost ten years now i have had ibs i have hads so many test done and bin taken to a+e on 28 occations due to the pain i suffer i have lost alot of weight over the years altho at this moment in time its stable at one point i looked like i was anerexic i have been on so many pain killers that didnt work wen i have been taken to hospital i have been put on gas and air which is the only drug that really works wen im having a bad spell now my doctor seems to think im a drug user because i flipped when the doctors wouldnt help me in a+e i was so desprate for the pain to stop i was begging them to help me histerical, i dread waking up in the morning because i never know how im going to be i can go to bed fine and wake up with the worse pain ever i have missed so much of my kids lives cos i have been so ill i cant move my relationships have failed due to this also.
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