I am starting to feel a little better after this 2 1/2 month severe bout and now the doctor has finally noticed I've lost 40 pounds. I'm only starting to get an appetite back and is sending me for an upper Abdominal ultrasound. Why would she do an upper one? Have others had upper ones done? It's making me have all kinds of anxiety like maybe I have pancreal cancer, stuff like that. My anxiety has gone through the roof with this horrible bout. What other things would she be looking for? (I can't ask her, she had her secretary call me and tell me she booked it for this week.)
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