hi,,new to group,,,had the surgery last month,,cath twice a week....the problem is with my soul,,,i am so hurt by this,,,i am going thru a terrible divorce,,,2 years ago he left the house in handcuffs,,then off to jail for spousal abuse,,,the abuse continues,,,by him and the legal system,,,,,,,,,,,i was barely making it before,,,i have lupus,fybermyalgia and in 1994 i had a rare neurological condition called gullain barre,,,,,,years of physical therapy to walk again ,,but i did it,,i consider my self a fighter,,but the ic is the last straw,,,,,,,,,i have no family,except my beautiful daughter ,,she is an adult so ,,her time with me is limited...........i discovered the ic my mistake,,,finally had sex and ended up in the er........i think i have had this for a long time,but no one would hear me..i have given up every thing i like to eat or drink it was easy,,i was a the point where everything acidic i just threw up......so i moved on to water and the right foods,,,i learn quick....the cath hurts my feminity,,,,i am a artist and have a little talent,,but my pride is being a beautiful feminine woman,,,,,,,,i go from way up to way down,crying a lot,,i amsure my friends are sick of me,,,i know i am,,,,,,,,what a lousey way to enter the dating scene,,,,,,,,ha ha it's almost funny....glad to have found all of you,,,kisses bella
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