I am just sick of it. This lifetime of insomnia and depression. Why can't I sleep and be happy like other people? It just really sucks! I know people who have physical health problems but not sleeping much and feeling depressed for so long, makes there seem like there is not much hope. God knows I have tried, meds, therapy, books and can't get peace to find my heart long enough. I must be all messed up, hormonely: Totally unbalanced. Some would never know, because I hide my feeling so well. Only those closest to me know the inner pain I feel.
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