SO I only got 4 hours of sleep last night. I started to get really tired and sleepy around 7pm. I forced myself to stay awake. Knowing myself and my sleep patterns; if I fell asleep too early I would wake around 2 am and not be able to sleep. I told myself if I can just make it to 10pm then I can get to sleep at a decent hour and wake at a decent hour as well. It's now 11pm and I am WIDE AWAKE!!! Really! I'm not sleepy. I'm not tired. I guess I got my "second wind" or so they say. I have the feeling that I'm going to be up for quite some time...dammit!
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