I have been having nightmares actually I should say nightmare because it is the same one over and over again for months now. I don't even know what sleep is anymore. I am lucky if I get a few hours of sleep. My doctor put me on Ambien, but it only worked for a week. I was thinking about going back into counseling, but with the way my insurance is it is hard to do this. My doctor has been no help at all. What makes it even harder is I have a 5 year old. I thankfully have my mother in law here to help me take care of her when I have my off days and finally crash after not sleeping for 3 days straight. I want this to stop, but I am at a lost for what to do. Does anybody have any ideas on how to make this stop or anything that will help me.
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