I have spent 1000's of dollars one Dr's, pills, clinics, and quack hypnotists. Can someone tell me without cynicism does this ever end? I feel like I died a while ago and this is what hell is. My face burns my whole body aches and my head feels the feeling as if I just got a gallon of water poured up my nose. I have searched everywhere for an answer, from 5th avenue doctors to herbal cures in Europe and nothing works. I have been trapped in consciousness for over a year now and I am unable to sleep. I have aged 5 years in one 14 months or I feel as if this entire year has been one long solid day. I am on my last nerve writing to find some sort of solace from anywhere. I have even considered visiting support groups like in the movie FIGHT CLUB. I will take any advice at this point I have run the gamut of sleeping meds a expensive doctors cheesey doctors and witch doctors. Can I get any good insite at this point?
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