Hello all,, I'm glad that I found this group,,,,I didnt think I'd ever need to be in this situation again,,,but lifes full of suprizes. I had insomnia real bad,,when I was 23,,,,and now,,I'm 47 and it came back. I know what triggered it this time,,,an arguement with my wife,,that went on for days. I found that my anxiety med just wasnt working,,I use to could take 1 klonopin and go to sleep,,,but now,,I've tried,,1 klonopin 2mgs,,1 ativan 1mgs,,and 1 lunesta,,,,,,and nothing,,,no sleep. So it made it back into my life,,,and I hated it so much back then,,and now I Hate it even more...When I lay down,,its as if someone is choking me,,,so I'm Wide awake,,,,while the wife sleeps soundly...I have an appointment this Friday,,but I dont think I can wait,,,,but in all reality,,I'm lost,,,,I dont know who to go to,,,,or what they can do...My brother passed away back in april,,and 2 weeks later my wife started finding little things about me to argue about,,,and its just continued on, I will read some of the postings,,to see if I can learn more about what I can do,,,,I'm totally lost,,and don't know where or who to turn to. Thanks for reading,,and sorry if theres any typos. For those of you who are searching for rest,,,I do wish you all the best.
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