I cant seem to get to sleep. It was sort of bad before James died but after he died it got extremly bad. I stay up for days on end and then I crash for a few hours and I'm off on the endless journey of no sleep. The doctors wont give me anything because I'm too young, they just tell me to lay off of the caffenine. I do...It' hasn't helped. Any idea? I'm about to go mad with no sleep!
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