So I first got ambien, the doctor would tell me to take one, then 1/2, then 2, didnt work! Now im on 2mil of Ativan, which ive heard is supposed to knock you out. Well not me. It does help keep me asleep so Im not waking up constantly and just laying there for hours, but I still cant fall asleep until 11 or 12, when I have to be up at 4am..why does nothing work for me? Ive lost all hope, I just want to hide under a rock and cry uncontrollably, I want everything to dissapear and have a new life, LIFE is TOO hard. At this point, I hate life. Why did all of this have to happen to me? I was happy. I must need a horse tranquilizer to put me to sleep, how pathetic.
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