well today I learned a valuable lesson. Sometimes things come back to bite you in the ass in a big way. Had such a bad nightmare about my ex, I woke up shaking and my pillow was wet. I kept finding more women on his computer that he had been cheating on me with. I kept yelling at him and following him around, I was angry but I did not want him to leave. The worst parts about the whole thing for me were the fear of abandonment and rejection, and the deep sorrow that the anger was covering. Ouch. thanks for listening. I am just in need of support today. Love, Michele.
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