Well, here I go again. I woke up yesterday morning and found my H gone. I figured it would happen. He didn't call me or anything. I seen him online last night, asked him what was going on. He is at his moms, said he doesn't want to break up right now, but doesn't want to see me, or hear my voice. Hurts to much and there has been unhealthy behaviour going on. I even asked him if he is going to tell anyone that we are not together or broke up or is even talking to another girl from his past (there are afew) that he tells ME first, not them. He promised he would. I just don't want to think that we are having a hard time, as he is out doing whatever or whoever he wants. Well, he said good night, I changed my status to appear offline (msnn) he was on for another hour, and I think he is talking to ONE of the girls he was trying to get with in Jan feb. I am going to not sit around anymore. I am going to do the 180 (am doing) Should I ask him about her, or should I just say nothing? Friends are having an anniversary party tonight. Theres was aweek ago, and ours was Wed. (yes july 2 he left july4 nice) So was to be a double one. He said he is not going. Should I go anyways?? Feeling confussed, and needing words even if I said them for comfort. I am feeling abit low, but relieved at the sametime
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