i am the cheater first and only time. We were having alot of problems in our marriage and i was very depressed and sad and i cried on the shoulder of a male friend who took full advantage. he told me everything i wanted to here and i left my home, im currently in a small apt. lonely unhappy and regretting so much what i did its been a yr and my husband wants to mend the wounds and work it out. and so do i but he says its like a vicious circle he loves me deeply but then he thinks about the pain and then he gets angry over the other guy ( i no longer see) how can he get through this and repair, how can we get through this, i also have a 15yr old son that has little if any respect for me. u cannot imagine the guilt i feel right now, i really f up my family and all i want to do is make things right
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