I was molested by my stepfather from about 4 or 5 until I was 15. Now I have gone on to marry 3 times divorced 2 times and now I am heading into another divorce. Because I cheat. I don't know why, I always feel like a horrible person. And now I have truly lost the greatest man on earth, and I feel like I am dying inside. Sorry this may not be the right place to put this. I just feel like I don't want to go on anymore, doing these things I don't know how to stop. I LOVE him so much, but he has finally let go, and NO I don't blame him, he derserves better. But I don't know how I will survive this. Please Help Me???
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