I went to Iraq again and only dreamed of coming home to my family. After I came home my wife told me she had cheated on me but that it was over. I told her we could work through this as I really love her. Yes I was pissed but screaming, drinking, or breaking stuff does nothing to add to the situation so I refrained. She says she does not want me to leave, but I can not touch her even to hold her hand. I asked her to go to counseling together but she wants to go alone. I am trying to talk through this with her, I am not blaming or being a dick about it, but trying to be sensitive to our marriage. She is trying to find feelings for me as she says she loves me but has no feelings for me. Why do I feel tore up when she doesn\'t seem to be that bothered, I am not the one that did this.
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