Just curious about a depression issue. I know I am very depressed right now. Nothing has any luster for me and I question my entire life every day. It just feels like there is nothing to look forward to, nothing that is enjoyable anymore. My husband is certainly trying, but there are days when I feel nothing but the black hole in my heart. I am hoping this will pass soon. The only time I feel real joy and happy emotion is when I have these dreams... I keep dreaming of this person who talks to me, asks me how I am doing, if my husband is treating me right, holds me, gives me attention, etc. I only feel normal in the dream. Is this some form of the depression? I keep wondering if this person is my guardian angel or something. I can't describe the feeling I have in the dream other than to say that I am full of hope and perfectly content, something I lack in my normal waking hours. Anyone else experience this?
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