I don't know if I am going to work on my marriage, or if I am going to divorce. Thankfully someone told me I can live day to day, and decide later, or 10 years from now, TY for that!!! My kids are gone for the night, and I know my H will want to be with me. I have slept in another room, since I found out about his affair, and I still can, but there is a small part of me that wants to be with him again.I don't know if I want to be with him, to be mean, and make him miss me more, when I leave his dumb ASS, or if I want to be with with him, because I miss that part of us.It is only day 20 of knowing about his affair, and I still wake up in the middle of the night, and I remember everything they said, and did to each other,( because his cell phone called me, and I heard everything for an hour,and WOW was she happy). I need to know what to do, because part of me wants to throw this all away, and a tiny part of me wants to start over, HELP!!!!
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