If you know us (me and Jay) you know our story. If not you can find it and how things are going on our pages. Right not things are really tough. Jay wanted more details about all that really happened when Brad and I were together. I told him, and we talked, and now I feel like the nightmare is starting all over again. Why did I hurt my family so much? How can I possibly help Jay wth his pain when I am the one who caused it? Will we make it? I feel as if we are on the edge of some cliff, and I don't know how to drag us away from it so we don't fall in. Anyone got any thoughts? Oh, and Jay really needs lots of real hugs. I think mine just hurt him more right now.
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