Good Morning DS family...I hope evryone is doing great this Monday and I hope you all had a good weekend. I did and I feel great. I guess by reading the topic some of you are wondering..but you should know the ending..right? I FINALLY DID IT!!!!! I SLEPT WITH ANOTHER MAN....I CAN"T BELIEVE IT BUT I LAID IN ANOTHER MAN'S ARMS SATURDAY & SUNDAY AND ENJOYED EVERY FREAKIN MINUTE OF IT. Ooooooh I fought everything I was feeling Saturday. Nothing but hugging and kissing and exploring each others bodies...but Saturday although I was enjoying his company. I wasn't quite ready...but by the end of the evening I was primed and ready. But I stood strong. He didn't want me to leave and I didn't want to go..but I had to. I promised him I'd call On Sunday and I did. He invited me over and I LEAPED out of the bed, got dressed, and told community Penis I was going out shopping. I ended up back on his sofa, in his arms, watching tv. But in all honesty when I was driving over to his place. I said to myself aloud.."He knows and I know that once I enter his home again...it's already been established why he wants me here and why I'm going. We watched a little TV..but I knew his mind was on where we left off Saturday. We cuddled and kissed and talked but at some point he grabbed me and kissed me as if to say I'm not going to keep tip toeing around what WE BOTH KNOW WE WANT...and I didn't fight it. I lay back in his arms and I actually was shaking. That is one thing I just can't understand...why was I shaking like a virgin? Maybe cause I've never let another man touch me in years and the way he was touching me, caressing my face looking into my eyes, and kissing me with so much hunger and passion I was scared within cause I knew once he started to explore my body...NOBODY IS TURNING BACK. I savored every second of all his delicous kisses and then I grabbed his hand and guided him to his feet and the look in my eyes...I KNEW SAID YES. I guess I don't have to say the rest but I will say NO REMORSE...I DON"T HAVE ANY AT ALL. I DON'T FEEL GUILTY FOR DOING IT BEHIND HIS BACK. I can HONESTLY SAY IT WASN'T TO PAY HIM BACK ALTHOUGH I'M SURE IF HE HAD NOT CHEATED I WOULDN"T HAVE DARED THINK ABOUT SOMETHING OF THIS NATURE LET ALONE DO IT. But it's done, it felt great and I'm surely going to keep giving it to him...every single time he ask. I gave myself to him and it's different...really different. Meaning...I just don't do this....never have.....never thought about it cause I was happy with my man and my life. But I loooooooooved yesterday...the butterflies, the lingering stares without a single word being uttered spoke volumes....I didn't open this doorway...my cheating husband did. I've crossed the threshold into a new bliss and truth be told. I'm not looking back...Let the chips fall where they may.
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