The more I look around and the more I wonder what is the point? So many different people that I know have had it bad. I mean is my relationship better than the girl who hasn't been touched by her husband in a year? Or the girl who her husband hasn't worked and is a gambler? What about the girl who has the boyfriend who will will lie about everything and insults her 6 year old son from a previous relationship? How about the girl you love to envy because she is so pretty that she doesn't know it because she is so bitter at the world? Believe it or not I know these people. Is love and friendship something that we think exist when we are young, in until our early twenty's? Is it really a myth? This is not just about boys it's also about friends. Is there people in here that have the type of friend who will drop things at the moment you are is distress and will come and hug you? What about the cheaters that don't learn their lesson?Are we destined to become CYNICS or BITTER and NON-BELIEVERS? My hope still lies in myself, I learned my cheating lesson at 22 I am 30 and I'll be damned if I hurt someone like that again. I am no saint but I know not to hurt people the way they hurt me.I know what kind of friend I am. There has to be more nice people in this world? Or have I surrounded myself by nasty people because I think I don't deserve better? Am I hopeful or just plain naive?My hope is gone that is how I feel! I feel like I've died.
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