I WAS JUST WONDERING HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE DECIDED TO STAY AND ARE TERRFIED OF WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS. I HATE THIS FEELING BUT EVERYDAY I WORRY ABOUT WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS FOR MY "FAMILY." I THINK THAT HAD MY HUSBAND JUST CHEATED MAYBE I COULD MOVE FORWARD AND NEVER LOOK BACK. DON'T GET ME WRONG THE FACT THAT HE CHEATED AND FOR SO LONG AND ONLY WITH THIS ONE PERSON HURTS LIKE HELL, BUT I KNOW IF IT WAS JUST THAT I COULD GO FORWARD, BUT THIS BABY THAT HAS BEEN THROWN IN THE MIX IS REALLY MESSING UP MY HEAD. I LOVE MY HUSBAND DEEPLY AND THAT IS WHY I AM STILL HERE WITH HIM TRYING TO PULL THINGS BACK TOGETHER, BUT I OFTEN WONDER (IN THE LONG RUN) AM I WASTING PRECIOUS YEARS OF MY LIFE. IS IT NORMAL TO BE QUESTIONING MY SELF ON MY DECISION TO STAY OR IS THIS UNCERTAINTY ALL A PART OF THE HAND I HAVE BEEN DEALT. I REALLY BELIEVED IN HIM AND THOUGHT WE WERE GOOD, NOW IT IS HARD TO BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING THAT I THOUGHT WAS TRUE AND MEANT SO MUCH TO ME WAS ALL A LIE. HE SAYS THAT IT WAS NOT A LIE AND THAT HE NEVER STOPPED LOVING ME, AND THAT SHE WAS JUST A PIECE OF ASS, BUT HE LET HIS INVOLVEMENT WITH THE "PIECE OF ASS" ALMOST MAKE HIM LOSE EVERYTHING. ANYWAY SORRY FOR BLABBERING, ARE MOST OF YOU WHO DECIDED TO STAY WORRIED CONSTANTLY ABOUT WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS FOR YOUR MARRIAGE.
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