I need help! I'm really trying so hard to get myself right and make amends after hurting my husband so badly with my affair. Im going to counseling, reading self help books, and just joined a support group at my church. Yet, in spite of all the positive things Im doing TODAY, my husband just cannot let go of what Ive done in the PAST. I know hes still hurting, hes still suspicious of me, he doesnt trust me, and obviously hes still very angry. However, I really thought things were going better, and we had a very nice week last week. I dont know why hes so upset with me this week, but its getting harder and harder to take it. Ive been very suicidal in the past, and Im trying so hard not to go to that BAD place of being suicidal again. I so much need his love and encouragement, but Im not getting that from him right now. Everyone else has been so supportive and encouraging to me my counselor, my family, and my church support group, too, but I dont live with them. The last 3 days, Ive been afraid to go home from work. What else can I do that Im not already doing?
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