Just wondering what those of you trying to rebuild marriages after betrayal think about feeling trapped and working at it 100%. Because of my children, I am still here and working very hard, but on bad days I feel trapped. It doesn't really seem like I have a choice. I know at the end of my life, the most important thing will be to look into the eyes of my children and say I tried as hard as I could to give them the life they deserved. My husband is a good father and they will always have him in their lives, but will I be able to find happiness with him? Can I fake that kind of happiness for the sake of my children? How much do we (as the "survivors" of the affair) have to continually be giving? What is 100%?
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