We've all made the decision, either we have chosen to stay or go; so, why are we having such a hard time? Why can't we accept our decision and move on? Granted, I know it's not like buying a new car; but, (hopefully) we were given the facts, we were given details, some even time... we did/do have a choice, why can't we deal with it? I haven't lost anybody close to me; so, I can't speak for those who have; but, I believe they handle it better than I am (with this). It's been over 6 months for me and it's almost as if it happened last night. I'm afraid if I don't "move on" I'll live in this disgusting pain for the rest of my life, and is that what I want? I'll be sad the rest of my life and I don't want that. Dang it! I've chose to stay married, not leave. That's my choice, so, why can't I accept that and carry on? Nobody chose it for me, I chose it for myself.... We can, also, change our minds, at any given time, so, why do we feel stuck?, cause we're not. I know I could leave; but I'm not. So, why can't I accept that I made my choice, live with it and move on?
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