LAST NIGHT I WANTED TO MAKE LOVE TO MY HUSBAND, BECAUSE IT'S BEEN ABOUT A WEEK. I JUST CAN'T GET THE VISIONS OF HIM SEXING UP THE TRASH HE WAS INVOLVED WITH, (WITH NO PROTECTION AND EVENTUALLY GETTING HER PREGNANT) OUT OF MY HEAD. NORMALLY WE ARE INTO IT BEFORE THESE THINGS START RUNNING THRU MY HEAD, BUT LAST NIGHT I COULDN'T EVEN GET INTO IT, EVERYTIME I WENT TO TOUCH HIM, I JUST COULDN'T. ANYONE BEEN THRU THIS AND GOT PAST IT, CAN YOU OFFER SOME ADVICE. I'M STARTING TO THINK THAT IT WOULD BE EASIER TO HAVE SEX WITH A TOTAL STRANGER OR SOMEONE NEW, THAN TO MAKE LOVE TO MY OWN HUSBAND. I WOULD NEVER DO THAT BECAUSE I KNOW BETTER, BUT I'M JUST SAYING-PLEASE HELP.
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