My boyfriend and I have been off and on for four and a half years. He has cheated many times, but mostly in the beginning of the relationship. Yes Im only 18, young, and have many misunderstanding about love and life, but it is still VERY real and VERY hard to get through. I was still a junior in high school, him a graduating senior. He moved off to college in Fort Myers 3 hours away and things got shaky. We ended over misunderstandings, he got another girlfriend, and we went five months strong without speaking. I was miserable every day of it. I went to Fort Myers to visit mutual friends and we ended up having conversation and getting back together. Five months later we both moved on, and yet got back together again. This time he hasn't cheated, but has talked to his ex a few times and I have found out about it. We have only been together a month so far and I'm letting my insecurities and past get in the way. I am so scared of getting hurt again and again. Hes the only thing that is holding me together from everything else that has happened. I love him more than anything and can not stand the thought of losing him.
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