My fiance sends me mixed messages all the time and I really don't know what to believe. He says he loves me and wants to be with me, yet he is still getting other people's numbers and lying constantly. With one situation I am fairly sure he did acually sleep with the other person. Of course he won't admit to it. At this point I have found several numbers, been told many lies and just recently caught him looking at porn every morning before work. I just don't understand why he intentionally puts other people in our relationship. I have told him several times if you cheat, I will leave. Well I didn't leave and now I think most of my anger is because I am not being true to myself. He says he's sorry and will stop, but really after four years of me accepting it why would he. I don't trust what he says at all, even when he says he loves me. I am not in a place where I can leave right now or anytime soon. So how can I deal with this man that says one thing and acts completely oposite? I still love him deeply.
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