I have asked my husband to move out since he was still being dishonest with me. I don't think that he is still being unfaithful to me but I can't live with him lying to me all the time. I miss him terribly and am very lonely. I know that this is normal, but I am miserable. I wish it didn't take time to heal all pain. Him and I talked this weekend about the possibility of ending our relationship and the future possibility of dating other people. I guess I am curious if there is someone out there who could love me like I think I deserve instead of the way he hasn't these last many years. I know that dating is far off for me, but I feel so disconnected from everything. To feel connected to someone even as a friend would be such a blessing. I moved to Michigan to be with my husband so everyone I know has already been friends or relatives to him before I got here. I feel so alone.
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