Why do I have to know? Why do I have to know? I just feel the need every now and then to tourcher myself and bring him down with me. My husband my be home and has been home since January. He fell in love with this bitch on my Daughters 1st Birthday! He bought her gifts and not his own daughters on Christmas! He told her family secrets that my sister in laws don't even know! He loved her so deeply! He told me after he left me to just wait for him and that he is not ready for me to find someone else! I fell for it all. I had the Tramp in my house telling me if I needed anything to just call her and the bitch hugged me! What the hell, and all he can say is "i went crazy"! Why when a person goes though such pain does this keep going? Why do I have to have an answer for everything? Why do I let that lowlife rule my feelings? I hate her, I hate him a lot of the time. He says it will never happen again. Is he playing me again? Am I going crazy myself? Anybody please help. I really need some advice on why I have to know EVERYTHING!
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