I KEEP TRYING TO HOLD ON TO MY MARRIAGE, BUT SOMETHING IS TUGGING AT MY HEART. WHATEVER IS TUGGING AT MY HEART IS TELLING ME THAT I NEED TO WALK AWAY. MY HUSBAND HAS A BABY AS A RESULT OF HIS AFFAIR AND I DISTRUST HIM SO MUCH AFTER COMPLETELY TRUSTING HIM THAT IT IS LITERALLY MAKING ME SICK. HE SWEARS HE IS SO SORRY AND REALLY SEEMS TO BE, I JUST CAN'T GET PAST THIS. I WANT TO BELIEVE THAT WE CAN BE HAPPY AGAIN SOMEDAY BUT ON THE OTHER HAND I JUST DO NOT BELIEVE IT. MY HEART IS SO BROKEN AND I JUST DON'T KNOW WHICH WAY TO TURN. I LOVE MY HUSBAND DEARLY AND WANT NOTHING MORE THAN FOR THIS TO BE BETTER, I JUST DON'T THINK IT WILL BE. HOW DO I PICK UP THE PIECES OF WHAT I THOUGHT WAS A HAPPY LIFE AND MOVE ON.
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