I usually come on here sad or happy, but today I'm just plain mad. I am tired of being upset or insecure. I'm tired of being jealous of girls with certain shapes and sizes. I wanna live again and walk with my head up like before whats different? I am the same person that this man married. Its not my fault he didn't see that. He forgot the prize he got. I hope his eyes have been opened I know he is a good man and he has made his mistakes they may not be the same as mine. I'm tired of being scared and worried. I am happier now, but I just have to let the freakin anger go and move on. It is not helping my marriage move forward. Thanks for listening.
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