I am struggling with picking up the pieces of my broken heart, out of control emotions, overwhelmed mind, and the list goes on and on. I have been cheated on and out of too much. My husband cheated on me and now doesn't want to be married any more and it has completely rocked my world. I've known now for a little over a month (that he was sleeping with another woman), but just one week ago Sunday, realized that he has completely given up on "us." I've tried for so long to have faith believing that God was going to fix him and my marriage. Now, I feel like my situation is just hopeless. It seems like I can't live without him. I've been with him since I was 14 and I just turned 40. He's all I know. I had to remove myself because I was not handling the situation well at all. Not eating, sleeping, and starting to not function as I should. I've been with my mom for a week and plan to stay the rest of this week. Then what? I don't have a clue how to handle this (more emotionally than anything). Would love to have the support of a positive group of individuals to help me throught this difficult time. My life as I knew it has been forever changed and I had no say in the matter. Just isn't fair and it hurts more than words can explain.
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