because of my husbands affair i now hate holidays. every holiday is hard and especially my birthday (valentine's day). i have days where i am really excited about christmas because of our son, but some days i just want christmas to not come. do any of you find the holidays to be hard because your life is no longer stable with your spouse because they destroyed everything you had? my husband now has to share the holidays with us and his child from his affair, and his family who i no longer have any dealing with since they turned on me and blamed me for the affair. boy what a mess he's gotten himself into. i just wish he would have made better choices. Merry Fricken Christmas! (no disrespect to our lord and savior Jesus Christ)?
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