
Infidelity Support Group
Any relationship in which one partner engages willfully in sexual relations with another outside of the partnership is considered to have experienced infidelity. This breach of trust is often traumatizing for the faithful partner as well as the relationship, and support is often needed to heal emotionally and to decide whether or not the relationship should continue after...

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Ok...so last night I was sitting in the bar, and miracle of miracles, she actually didn't show up. I am getting ready tonite to head over there, this is his last night there, and I can't see them letting it go quietly.
ANYWAY..here is the other part I was dealing with last night, and I wonder if anyone else has felt this too.
As I was looking around I was realizing just how much I have lost by his cheating....this bar/restaurant was a place where we could all go together as a family, or just us to get out without driving an hour each way...we went to brunch at Christmas with Santa there, and had pictures taken, I "thought" these people were friends where we could go, you know the old "where everybody knows your name". The loss of EVER driving by there without "it" popping into my head, I can't avoid it our town is a mile long, and it's next to the ball field we coach softball on. The loss of going to the store without wondering this time who knows what, whose thinking what etc...the loss of trust in my husband and our marriage. The loss of feeling like I can get mad, hurt, angry, rage, upset, without it getting back to someone else that I'm a bitch. The feeling like there is always someone else in the room with us, the images of my husband with another woman doing things that should only ever have been done with me. The list goes on and on...and I realized last night while we are all looking for the "why" answer there will NEVER be one that will EVER make any sense to me.
ANYWAY..here is the other part I was dealing with last night, and I wonder if anyone else has felt this too.
As I was looking around I was realizing just how much I have lost by his cheating....this bar/restaurant was a place where we could all go together as a family, or just us to get out without driving an hour each way...we went to brunch at Christmas with Santa there, and had pictures taken, I "thought" these people were friends where we could go, you know the old "where everybody knows your name". The loss of EVER driving by there without "it" popping into my head, I can't avoid it our town is a mile long, and it's next to the ball field we coach softball on. The loss of going to the store without wondering this time who knows what, whose thinking what etc...the loss of trust in my husband and our marriage. The loss of feeling like I can get mad, hurt, angry, rage, upset, without it getting back to someone else that I'm a bitch. The feeling like there is always someone else in the room with us, the images of my husband with another woman doing things that should only ever have been done with me. The list goes on and on...and I realized last night while we are all looking for the "why" answer there will NEVER be one that will EVER make any sense to me.
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