Hey you guys know my history and have been there for me and have given great advice. Although I'm a bit stubborn and when planning something my mind can not be swayed, I really appreciate all the love and advice given here regardless. Well his cousin called me on Wednesday about something totally innocent..but long story short....HE WANTS ME!!!! Just as I suspected yaers ago. You cannot miss the looks or the lingering in his eyes when he sees me. I can feel it in his touch when he hugs me when I come to visit. Bottom line I can screw the life out of his cousin anytime I dam well please. But something deep within is tellling me DON'T DO IT. That burns me up inside that he blantantly screwed several women behind my back (read my profile)without a damn care in the world for me..but I would think TWICE about doing his cousin when I have been seeking revenge for 4 years!!!!! But I guess it's just the good in me that's not going to allow me to act on what I want to do. But I just thought that I would put it out there that I have the power right now and I'm probably not going to do it. Not with his cousin at least.....that's a small step towards recovery and moving on..wouldn't you say. Well his cousin just emailed me so I gotta go flirt...but I think that about sums up how far I'm gonna go with this one. Have a great day people!!!
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